Grave digging!

Nothing to say,  nothing to write:  what a life!
All agog with the new found jeal to write,  write almost about anything; I tried to dig a grave.   It has always been a place of my infatuation, wanting to know what’s there and why we erect tombstones …

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Dreams!

Having survived a torrent of inconsequential rumours about me being death, today I conspire to live another day. Those rumours were ugly as myself and my life. They made feel me rather useless. But, still, I don’t think that worst is over, for I know I am still alive. [...]

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I wasn’t there!

Sudden overflow of ideas,  acceptable or not, does not merely make one sick but also reminds that he,  himself  has not been of USE, lately!  Something like this happened.  And I see every valid point to make a point of everything that got to see.
India and its populace, God knows what’s the duality in it, complements each [...]

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It’s an Obsession!

I have always wondered how someone could laugh at Life!  Life is treacherous. It has no definitive course.  It hardly communicates any intelligible dialogue.  And there, strange people with strange humour return the same favour to it.
I forgot the actual line.  Somebody did said something like this: ‘Nothing is funnier than unhappiness … It’s the [...]

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Useless!

Knowing that you are defeated
And cornered,
But still wanting to live…
It’s like smearing the truth with rot
To atone the obvious!
Every now and then,
Treading amidst the ruin that harboured dreams,
I tried to rescue the truce
And extend the servitude,
Servitude, that we called Life.

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I wonder about Happiness too!

Was thinking what constitutes happiness, happiness  in life?  All of sudden,  the guy next to me yelled out something strange,  may be he was shouting about something irressistible in his own language and heartily laughed out!  For a moment,  I was jealous,  not able to digest what maked him laugh but not me,  though we are [...]

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Favourite past-time!

While it seems I have nothing more to do, a fair and handsome thought invites me to try once more! In such a raw age, it’s not acceptable to surrender … At least, I can try once more. So I started with the noble thought of writing what’s there in my mind … anything that [...]

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Another Blurt!

I have known the truth,
Thus uncertainty prevails
Disparaging enough for the truth!
It’s wondrous to decide:
‘To Live AND to Die’,
It’s hard to decide:
‘To do the same and both’.
But the truth is for me,
So I continue to exist
And I die every second,
Thinking truth never dies!
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These are few lines that hardly mean anything to me.

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They Came Calling Me, All Along!

Then…we met!
Meeting old friends and talking about things we did…that’s quiet an achievement! It happened to me and I am proud for this ACHIEVEMENT. It helps me do some introspection, not that I was devoid of those fond memories.
Some memories are so fresh, they remind me ‘I am still me’. In between, [...]

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First Post! Without Love!

Read many posts. And thought of posting some. Never materalize.
I was dreaming about her. May be she was somewhere very near to me. Tried to reaffirm the truth that she does not exist but!
Anyway, this is the first post. There will be more, mostly pieces borne out of my confusion.
Recently, I have started to [...]

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